Flipper’s
The ShardsFlipper’s, a New Wave roller disco in West Hollywood, is remembered as both a site of teenage freedom and a landmark in the narrator’s later return to memories of 1981. By the time he sees a former classmate nearby decades later, the rink has become a CVS pharmacy; the changed address becomes a point of contact between an ordinary present and a past he had tried to keep at a distance.
Setting and transformation
In spring 1981, Flipper’s stood on the corner of Holloway and La Cienega, where a pharmacy would later occupy the site. The narrator recalls it not only as a roller-skating venue but as part of a wider adolescent world of cars, music, parties, and entry into adult social spaces. Its importance is retrospective: the place belongs to a period that seemed carefree at the time, but that the older narrator would later understand as the threshold to a traumatic senior year.
The spring 1981 visit
The narrator went to Flipper’s with Thom Wright, Jeff Taylor, and Kyle Colson. They travelled in the convertible Rolls-Royce of Ron Levin, a man in his early forties whom Jeff had introduced to the group. The teenagers had used cocaine earlier that evening, and the narrator remembers the ride up La Cienega, with Donna Summer’s “Dim All the Lights” playing from the car stereo. He saw Ron put a hand on Jeff’s thigh and Jeff gently move it away; Thom noticed the exchange after the narrator drew his attention to it. The group did not make the moment a confrontation. In retrospect, the narrator presents their unconcern as part of the heedless confidence of being young and wanting entry into adult life.
The memory of Flipper’s is fragmentary but specific. The narrator does not remember roller-skating; he remembers sitting in a booth with champagne while the Xanadu soundtrack played. Afterward, the group returned to Ron’s Beverly Hills apartment. The others’ night continued along separate paths: Kyle went home, the narrator and Thom listened to records, and Jeff stayed with Ron before later leaving with Thom. The narrator describes the evening, despite the circumstances, as one of the last innocent nights of his life. Its innocence is therefore qualified from the outset: the older account knows what the teenagers did not, including Ron’s later murder by members of the Billionaire Boys Club.
A remembered world before Robert Mallory
The spring outing predates Robert Mallory’s arrival at Buckley in September 1981. The narrator links the memory of Flipper’s to the comfortable social world he and his classmates inhabited before the events of that fall changed its meaning. In his later interpretation, their unexamined participation in adult hedonism seems like an invitation into a dangerous world, though the narration distinguishes that retrospective association from any direct connection between the outing, Ron Levin’s murder, and the events involving Robert and the Trawler.
This timing gives Flipper’s a structural role in the book’s recollections: it marks the earlier season against which the later crisis is measured. The narrator recalls the night as a small, self-contained episode, yet places it within a history whose consequences were not visible to the teenagers. The contrast between their casual excitement and the knowledge of what followed turns the vanished venue into a marker of lost innocence without making it the cause of later events.
The changed site and the return of memory
Decades later, the narrator sees a former classmate standing near the Palihouse Hotel, across from the CVS that had once been Flipper’s. The sight revives the fear associated with 1981 and reminds him that the events of that fall were real. He remains in his car rather than approaching her, continuing his avoidance of contact with classmates from senior year. The site’s changed use sharpens the distance between then and now: the roller disco is gone, but its former location helps summon the past.
Flipper’s thus belongs to both the remembered adolescent landscape and the older narrator’s effort to understand why that landscape still exerts such force. Its history is not presented as a complete account of the venue, but as a personal geography in which one altered address holds together a night of youthful carelessness, the approach of a devastating year, and the later return of unresolved fear.